I honestly cannot tell why, but despite my lengthy efforts at restoration I still feel this sense of missing something. I look whole, especially when soft given I have 100% soft coverage, yet I am still haunted by this feeling of incompleteness.

I don't have this feeling of wholeness and intactness that others proport themselves feeling once they get to the point of "passing" and it deeply bothers me.

I'm going to say this bluntly, but I don't mean it to be mean. You might always feel that way to some degree. Restoring gives us something better than what we're left with, but not everything. If you have unresolved issues, therapy might help bridge that gap.

I'm going to say this bluntly, but I don't mean it to be mean. You might always feel that way to some degree. Restoring gives us something better than what we're left with, but not everything. If you have unresolved issues, therapy might help bridge that gap.

That is very true. Unfortunately therapy is woefully outside my financial means right now.