Every day I feel like I am the only sane person in a sea of insanity. My mental health has deteriorated to the point that I don't believe it can ever recover. Circumcision truly broke me. It crippled my development in multiple areas with the most notable being social and psychological. I'm so broken and tired of being belittled by the world. Why has the world turned its back on me? What did I do to deserve this fate?

I just want a normal functioning body with all parts intact. The worst part? I had exactly that before it was violently taken from me. I can't stop silently suffering no matter how hard I exercise or abstain or try to live life healthier. These thoughts always rush back to me and I remember what was taken from me.

People love to say that time heals all wounds. But even a healed wound often leaves a lingering scar. I can take a small solace in the fact my own cutting country has dipped below 49% rate but it doesn't do much to alleviate those who already have to deal with living with that permanent decision.

I'm not exactly holding my breath with Foregen, but skepticism aside, I do hope they succeed.

I think we're all in the same boat personally. A lot of what you've written describes my daily life. My grief has shaped me so much as a human being that I too don't think true recovery is possible. My soul feels tainted if that makes sense.