Being alive is the most painful thing i experience everyday because of being castrated like this. There’s nothing physically painful that Ive experienced that comes close to the pain i feel everyday being trapped in this body, and i say this body and not my body because it’s not my body it’s been assaulted and stolen. I just want this all to end and escape from this nightmare i hate this it’s unbearable

I'm an older man that has decades of unspoken grief associated with circumcision, and even still I feel like I am trapped in my body too. It's a feeling that never really goes away with time, at least not for me and probably not for most others on this forum.